My husband and I have a funny habit of losing the remote control to our tv almost every night! After Casey selects a tv show, he will usually lay the remote on his chest and then drift off to sleep. Right before he falls all the way asleep, he will rouse just enough to either hand me the remote or turn off the tv himself. If the remote has moved at all and he cannot find it quickly, he will ask me where I put it. Of course, I’m usually half asleep myself, so I grumpily will say some snide remark like, “Wherever you put it,” or “You had it last.” Then we both will spend a few minutes groping all over the covers trying to find the remote. By then, one or both of us is fully awake again, and now we have to choose another show to put us to sleep. And the ritual will start all over again. The problem with our remote control is that it is white, and our comforter is mostly white, so it blends in very easily. Thus, my brilliant Christmas present gift to us both this year was a glow-in-the-dark remote control cover. Problem solved…or so I thought.
At first, it seemed to be just what we needed. When the lights are on, it is a bright blue that contrasts well with our comforter. Then once the lights are off, it glows a very subtle blue–not enough to be irritating, but just enough to be visible in the dark. But there is one problem with glow-in-the-dark items, they only glow when they have had enough exposure to the light. So if the lights in our bedroom have not been on much before bedtime, the remote will barely glow. Ugh.
Last night, as I struggled once again to find the remote and pondered this aspect of glow-in-the-dark objects, it occurred to me that the Christian’s journey is much like this. We are not a self-sustaining source of light. We derive our light from God. When we are living in His light, abiding in Him, breathing Him in, absorbing all He has to offer, then we are able to glow brightly even in the darkest moments. But when we become so distracted that we fail to spend time with Him in prayer or study His Word, then our light often dims or fades altogether. When the dark comes–those difficult situations or challenges that test or tempt us–we may find that we do not shine as brightly as we had hoped we would.
I know this is definitely true in my life. Almost without fail, if I start to notice that impatience or anger are getting the best of me or I’m starting to become overly depressed or worried, I will recognize that I also am not prioritizing my time with the Lord during that period of time. Usually, the times when my spiritual “fruit” is not looking very tasty coincide with the periods when I am not abiding in Christ. There is a direct relationship between the amount of time I spend with the Lord and the amount of “glowing” I do in my relationships with others.
Confession time…these last few weeks have been a time when I have not been spending as much time in prayer and study…and it shows! I noticed that I have not been writing as much recently, but I thought it was just the distraction of Christmas festivities. Yet, even when I had free time, I was not inspired to write anything. Then I realized a simple truth–it is very hard to pour out into others when I am not filling myself first. So I got back into God’s Word and spent some time in prayer. Almost immediately, my head was flooded with ideas of encouragement and wisdom I wanted to share with others. As I saturated myself with the light of Jesus, I became inspired, motivated, and more able to spread that light to others.
So the next time you find your light dimming or your glow fading, when you seem to lack enthusiasm for your Christian mission, when you’re finding it hard to produce spiritual “fruit,” or when the darkness seems to be overwhelming you, stop and take notice of how much true light you are letting into your life. Ask yourself, “Am I exposing myself to enough light that I can glow in the dark?”
Friends, I pray you seek Jesus daily and spend ample time soaking up His heavenly rays. Allow Jesus to flood your soul with so much light that you cannot help but glow in the dark!